Too Long

Haha..Blog, it's been forever since I last posted something. I told myself to actually keep this up, but in the end I failed. Forgive me?

My life is and will probably always be boring, but I can at least try to post something, eh? Though, I can't promise an everyday thing...I hope to actually be able to post something at least once a month, especially now that I'll be focusing on college and things like that.

Let me go back a few days. I spent 11-15 with my two best friends, Nyx and Xue. It was like...a spark inside of me began to glow again. I felt so happy seeing their faces and being with them in real life, not through a computer screen.

We stayed in a hotel for a few days and then headed to Xue's house. It's been half a year since I was last there, but as soon as I stepped through, the memories flowed over me. I kept saying to myself "We slept in there", "Meow-Mii scared Xue and I in that room" or "Nyx took 11 of 9 years off of Meow-Mii in here". It was endless. I really appreciate going into that house. It holds so many dear memories.

Through the days we stayed in that house, we didn't really do much talking. We each were doing something on our own lap tops. Or in my case, borrowing a lap top. It wasn't awkward though...It was the good thing about our friendship I guess. We're not the type that always needs to talk. We can be silent for hours and feel like we had the longest conversation ever when we walk out. We shared laughs, insults, stories, and good food. I always love the food at Xue's house.

Then, too soon...It was time to say goodbye to Nyx again. Dark day that was. We only got to spend a few days with just the three of us, but those days are always special to me. Even if it was just one day, I'd still feel content and blessed to have the both of them.

It still shocks me that I've known them for 7 years-ish. It really doesn't seem that long. I never feel like I'm missing something from them, since we're always talking to each other. I hope we never drift apart. We have to work hard for that not to happen though. We're going to have to want not to lose contact with each other to hold this dear friendship. Life, of course, won't stop if we drift apart...But it'd be much happier and brighter if I could share many moments of my life with them and if they could share with me.

Now, to the present...I am at my mothers house preparing for my orientation at my college. I don't start till the fall, but I want to get this over with and make sure I get the classes I want. I'm not taking any chances!

I've also learned that one of my cousins will probably be joining me in college so that he can finish his degree. I hope he does go, it'll make me feel more comfortable knowing someone is there that I know and would help me.

I'm kind of excited for college life. Scared and nervous as well, but I have an excitement for it. Giddy with excitement actually. Lol, I hope while there, I figure out what I was meant to do and what I'm good at. Wish me luck? :D